Four months.

It has been four months since I wasn´t here, just four months and everything is so different. My mind is the first thing that has changed in this time, but why? The experience that I am leaving can help, but it is not just that I am sure. Everything that was surrounding me has affected me and I have realized many things that made me change. probably I haven´t done things the best possible why but I tried not to hurt anyone, I don't think I managed to it that way, but now it is done. I have changed, I am not going to deny it, I am a different person from who took that plane tthe 25th of August to Helsinki, and I am not going to be the same that is going to come back in June, but that change is slow, so I am not going to be that different from who I am and from who I was.